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The statue said it all.
Whether intentional or not, it exactly
expressed the horror, the insanity, the destruction and
the decay of the Chaos. According to the engraved text on
the granite base, it had been erected to
commemorate the Knights' victory at the Second Battle of
Birmingham. It had been a few kilometres to the west - on
a stormy morning in 2056 - that the two armies collided.
Marching from the north were
the government forces, the remains of the once proud
British Army, led by the cavalry of the Unified Guard's
regiment. Opposing them, as they marched into the
Knights' heartland, were nearly ten
thousand men of the Army of Avalon.
Thousands of men had died that day, in
a brutal confused struggle. Thousands of men, out of a
population already reduced by more that ninety-five
percent. At the end of that day, as the hurricane's
fringe cleared away the smoke of battle and the scent of
death, the Knights were victorious, the defeated
government forces retreating northwards along what had
once been the M6. The Knights were
saved, but it was a pyrrhic victory. The Third Civil War,
which had already raged for almost two years would not
end officially until 2061, when the two sides signed a
peace treaty, and formed the
Bretenek Republic - an act now regarded as the end of the
Chaos. But the Second Battle of Birmingham would be the
last major battle of the war, and of the Chaos.
For as the wars raged, the nation and
its people had died. All that remained was a sterile,
poisoned, deadly land, where survival was the highest
priority. When the two sides met that day it was the
final play of a game that had begun before the Chaos, a
final desperate use of the remaining stockpiles of
weapons and resources. After the destruction of their
armies, neither side had the resources
to rebuild, or to threaten the other. The war would
continue, but only as a series of small skirmishes and
guerrilla actions.
And the statue said it all.
Two soldiers and a horse stood upon
its simple plinth, cast in bronzed ceramics, and casting
an eternal gaze to the west. The two soldiers were clad
in crude, camouflaged HE suits, with the flaming
circle insignia of the Knights upon their breasts. Though
their features were hidden by their full-face masks,
their very postures suggested bravery, duty and honour.
One of them, an infantryman, held
aloft the banner of the Army of Avalon, the flag curled
as though fluttering in a breeze. The other, a
cavalryman, stood beside his horse, the reins held
lightly in his hand. The horse itself stood
firm, its bright eyes showing through the clear plastic
eye-patches of its full-body HE suit.
I sat down on one of the metal benches
that ringed the statue, and looked around. The figures
were situated in a small clearing at the western edge of
the main dome, surrounded on three sides by
conifers and on the fourth by a long, high window set
into the dome's perimeter wall. Beyond the thick glass
the scarred landscape stretched into the distance. Had
that been the Rook's future? To
leave the dome perhaps? To travel? But if that was his
future, then what was his past? I looked around, but
could see only trees. Did he mean the city itself?
The window was the future. It was
through that window that he had gazed as a child,
dreaming of far-away cities and distant lands. But where
had he gazed from. From the benches? From the flower-beds
that ringed the statue? From the metre high plinth? And
then I realised, knew that there was only one place a
child would have chosen.
The Horse.
I looked around again, and seeing
no-one, and hearing only the birds, climbed onto the
plinth, feeling both foolish and sacrilegious as I did
so. The smooth, polished surface was slippery underfoot,
and the plastic sandals strapped to my feet were not
designed for this kind of activity. I took a last furtive
look around the clearing, then hauled myself onto the
horse, settling into the carved
imitation of the HE suit's build-in saddle. In front of
me was the window, allowing the three anonymous figures
to gaze eternally at the battlefield upon which they had
fought, and perhaps died. The
future, for a dreaming child at least. Carefully I lifted
a leg across the horse, and twisted round to face in the
opposite direction.
Just as before, I saw before me a
screen of trees. An almost unbroken screen of trees.
Almost. For at this precise angle, visible only from the
raised back of the horse, a line-of-sight extended
straight through the irregularly laid-out woodland.
Around that gap a fringe of green branches framed a view
of the soft blue of the far dome wall. And set upon that
soft blue, a single tower rose
from the ground, flanked by a circle of needles. I didn't
need to consult a map of the dome to know what it
was.
The College of Avalonia. The training
ground for the Knights of Avalon.
The main entrance stood at the
end of a long gravel pathway that run straight between
the two largest needles and up to the doors. As I walked
up the sweeping steps, the huge
slabs of heavily-smoked glass slid silently open. To even
approach - after what had happened at Glastonbury - was
probably suicidal; but I could only hope that the Knights
had hushed up events as much
as everyone else seemed to be doing. A hooded youth
approached as the doors slid shut behind me. I noted the
miniature bronze branch pinned to his green robes - a
novice.
"Could I help you citizen?" he asked
in the detached tones that the druids cultivated.
"I'm just interested..." I replied,
wishing that I'd thought this through a bit more.
"Do you wish to receive
enlightenment?"
"I'm not sure. Could I perhaps talk to
someone..?"
"Of course," he replied, a hint of
suspicion in his otherwise emotionless features. "Wait
here, and I will call someone to you." He walked over to
a side-door and laid his palm on the black plate
mounted beside it. It flared briefly, and then the door
slid open. "Wait here citizen," he told me, and stepped
through. The door slid shut behind him.
I began to wonder nervously down the
length of the cold, soulless lobby, pausing every few
paces to examine the slogans and paintings attached to
the wall. After a few minutes I came to a huge
holo-montage, measuring two metres high and nearly ten
metres wide. It was comprised of small five-centimetre
square holo-portraits, thousand upon thousand of them
arranged in rows and columns. Above
the display was a huge caption: Graduates of the College
2068-2108. I fixed upon a random portrait and examined
it. A handsome, chiselled face stared out from the
three-dimensional image. Below the
face, a name floated in front of his shoulders, solid
green letters etched in space.
"David Charlton, 2092," I read aloud,
looking closer, and noticing that the portraits seemed to
be mounted on slightly extended bases. I gave the image
an experimental push, and it clicked in a
fraction, causing a cultured voice to emerge from the
speaker mounted below the montage.
"David Charlton," it spoke. "Born
2071, the son of Howard Jennings and Paula Milton.
Entered the college 2084. Graduated 2092." The recording
paused for a moment, then added: "Press again for further
information."
I moved on, along the montage and
through the years, making a quick calculation. If the
Rook graduated from this place then it must have been no
later than 2105, which was when he cofounded WaveX. I
moved along, until the captions showed 2106, then began
to move backwards, scanning up and down the many columns.
He'd changed so much that when I reached him I initially
went straight past, having
moved onto the next set before it clicked. I scanned back
and found his image. It was a younger, calmer, and
different face that stared back at me, with rounder
cheekbones, and a different nose, but
it was him. You can remodel a man's face, but you can't
change the way he looks through it. I read the caption:
Luke Johnson, 2104. I looked around, checking that the
huge lobby was still empty, then
pressed against the holo. The recording spoke again.
"Luke Johnson. Born into the college
2083. Graduated with honours 2104. Press again for
further information."
Born into the college? Which would
make the poor bastard one of the Children of God! His
father would have been an unknown, but high-ranked druid,
his mother, a pious, god-fearing young girl who was
willing to bear her first child for the Knights. Willing
to hand him over to them, never to see him again. My mind
reeled. He was one of the Children of God? One of the
Knight's elite? That would make
him a carrier of a higher soul. He had been born to lead,
to rule. Not to die in a poisoned swamp. I remembered the
final prompt, and pressed the image again.
"Luke Johnson. Born on the
twenty-third day after Samhuinn, 2083. Ninth child of
Emerald class. Elected class leader 2088, 2089, 2091,
2092, 2094, 2095, 2096, 2098, 2100, 2101, 2103 and 2104.
Awarded
bronze branch 2093. Awarded silver branch 2097. Awarded
gold branch 2100. Graduated with honours in theology and
law in 2104. Transferred to New London Adjudicator's
Office in 2104. Transferred to
Continental Security Force 2105. Killed in action
2105."
Killed in action? So that was how it
had been squared. The question was: Who squared it? Him,
or them?
"So you are interested in my Luke?"
asked a gravelly voice from behind my shoulder. I spun
round to face it, finding that it belonged to a lined,
weathered face, which was accompanied by a thin, white
beard. "I'm sorry my child," he added, resting a gnarled
hand on my shoulder, "did I startle you?"
"No!" I reassured him, taking in his
ornate green, hooded robe and wondering how the hell he'd
snuck up on me. "No, I'm fine. You said, your
Luke..?"
"A little selfish pride," he
dismissed. "Luke was one of my best pupils, perhaps the
best... Come with me." He turned, not waiting for an
answer, and stepped silently across the polished floor. I
looked around the deserted hallway, and set off after
him. He brushed his hand against an access plate and
stepped though the opening door, barely breaking his
slow, measured stride. I jogged after
him and hopped through the door as it began to close.
Beyond the door was a long corridor that stretched along
the spine of the building. Unlike the empty lobby, the
corridor was filled with bustling
students, all wearing the same green robes, all walking
with the same head-down posture. I dodged past them and
caught up with him.
"Come, come," he ordered, turning into
a side-corridor, then striding briskly down a flight of
steps. He continued down through two stories, then swept
into a smaller corridor that led across the
building, a much quieter area that contained only a few
students. "Here it is," he murmured, halting beside a
door and flashing his hand across the black plate. The
wooden door slid open, revealing a
small room, made smaller by the banks of bookshelves that
held hundreds of tattered books.
"My office," he explained, motioning
me in, then added: "Take a seat." I spotted a simple,
grey plastic chair pushed against the wall and pulled it
out to face him. He leaned back on his small wooden
stool, and looked me up and down.
"So why are you interested in
Luke?"
"Why do you think I'm interested in
him?" I parried.
He leaned forward, and looked me in
the eye. "I know you are." There was something about him
that made me feel it was no idle boast. He knew.
"You're right," I admitted with a
shrug. "I am interested in him."
"You have many questions." A statement
of fact, not a question.
Can I trust him? I thought.
Where are his loyalties? But I was in search of
answers, as I had been ever since I heard of Jenny's
death. Answers that he might be able to provide. Who was
his pupil? And could he have killed his own wife?
"The holo," I began, "the one in the
lobby. It said that he was dead, that he had been killed
three years ago."
"That is what it says."
"But do you believe it?"
"Why don't you tell me why I should
not?"
"Because I saw him a few days ago," I
revealed.
"How was he?" he asked in reply,
totally failing to show any surprise.
"Erm... okay," I answered, not telling
the whole truth. "How did you know that he hadn't been
killed? Were you told?"
"No I wasn't told. I'm just a teacher.
When my students leave this college I have no further
knowledge of their careers. I was told that he had been
killed."
"So how did you know he was still
alive?"
"I knew. Or rather I sensed."
"You sensed?"
"Citizen, I began teaching that boy
when he reached his third birthday, and continued until
he graduated at twenty-one. I watched as his soul formed,
took shape. His body may have left this building,
and this city. But his soul remained linked to mine. I
could sense it, could tell that it was still on this
Earth."
I had no way to determine if he spoke
the truth, and no option other than to assume he did. "So
what did you think was happening? Why was he reported
dead?"
"The organisational workings of the
Knights can, at times, be rather baffling. He left this
college to follow his calling. I had no doubts that he
would."
"His calling?"
A fond look clouded the old knight's
eyes. "Oh yes, he had a calling. From the moment I saw
him - a small child toddling resolutely toward me - I
knew it. Some men are marked, branded. Their souls
glow like the sun because of the previous lives they have
led. Men such as they have the flames of destiny burning
within them."
"And he was one of them?"
"He was. He was born to serve God, to
glory his name, to blaze a trail across this world that
would burn for a thousand years."
"How sure are you that he will achieve
those tasks."
"Citizen, you fail to understand.
These are not tasks that he has to achieve. They are part
of his future, his past, and his present. They are yet to
happen, but yet they have happened. It is a story
that was written before he was born. It is
preordained."
"Are you saying he has no choice in
what happens?"
"It is his destiny, and so in a sense
- he has no choice. He will achieve all that he is
destined to achieve. We are all in the grip of forces
that you cannot comprehend."
"But how do you know he will still
want to serve the Knights? How strong a believer was
he?"
"It is not a matter of belief. Every
atom of his body belongs to Avalon. His knowledge of God
underpins his every thought, his every desire, and his
every decision."
"But what if I could tell you that he
was no longer serving with the Knights."
"It may well be that he is no longer
serving with the Knights. But that does not mean he is no
longer serving the Knights. Some men have difficult, even
cruel destinies. It may be that the trail he is
destined to blaze will be a long and lonely one. But it
will burn."
"So you do not believe that he could
ever turn?"
"Never. As you said, he has no
choices. His mortal flesh is the host for a soul that has
lived through a thousand generations. He can fight it,
can run, but he cannot hide from his destiny. Whatever
you have seen him doing, and I do not want to know what
it is - he will be following his destiny, his fate."
I decided to probe in a different
direction. "You said his beliefs were strong. But what
were those beliefs? What did you teach him?"
"I taught him the ways of God. The
eternal circle. And how to follow his destiny."
I tried not to get riled at the
typical, non-specific druidic answer. "Brother, I'm not
an expert on the ways of the Knights. But is it not true
that within the Knights, there are different
interpretations of the absolute truths?"
He tipped his head to one side. "To a
certain extent, yes."
"I need to know how he interpreted
those truths. For instance: what were his views on the
coders."
"That they are soul-less," the druid
instantly replied.
"He believed that?"
"Of course, he was a Knight. It was
not therefore something that he could have an opinion
on."
"But how do you know he believed
that?"
"Because I know."
Of course.
He spoke again. "Whatever he was
doing, whatever he said - I know what he believed. I made
him. Everything he is now, is because of me. I was his
father, mother, teacher and friend."
"But what if he was unable to fulfil
his destiny. If something happened to prevent it."
"It couldn't my friend, it's destiny.
It doesn't work like that."
"But it did."
"Why do you say that?"
"He's dead. I saw him die. Just a few
days ago."
"You saw him get hurt."
"What?"
"I felt the pain, heard his soul
scream. It is damaged, weakened. But it is still on this
Earth."
"You can sense him?"
"Barely," he replied, pain entering
his voice for the first time. "He is hurt, weakened,
confused somehow. But he exists still. It is not yet time
for him to die."
"Not yet?"
"The eternal circle can be cruel, can
be harsh. I am an old man..." He indicated his aged body.
"I was born in the year 2038. When I was four years old
the Emergency Government was declared as the
Chaos began. The next year I survived the siege of
Birmingham. When I was six, the great plague swept across
the nation. My father and mother were both struck down,
but I survived. When I was twelve,
just a starving, homeless child, I made my way to
Gloucester - and was taken in by the Knights. And when I
was eighteen, I fought for the Army of Avalon in the
Second Battle of Birmingham. It was a
day that I could not describe to you, a day that you
could not imagine or comprehend. I saw my friends struck
down all around me, and yet I survived. Do you understand
the significance of what I say?"
"No..." I admitted.
"I was lucky. I was destined to lead a
long life. Throughout all the horror that I witnessed and
endured, I was always going to survive. That raw,
uneducated child was destined to grow into a teacher,
a wise man, a soul-reader even. But my Luke, as soon as I
saw him - I knew that his destiny was short. Bright, but
short."
"Does he know this?"
"No. A man cannot know his own
destiny."
"When?"
"When will his soul depart? I cannot
be sure. Tomorrow, next week, next month perhaps? I
cannot be sure. I simply know that it has not yet
departed, for I can still sense him."
"Where?"
He glared at me contemptuously. "I do
not know. I simply know he is still alive."
"Can you sense anything about his
surroundings?"
He closed his eyes, the mental
exertion clear upon his face. "He is in familiar
surroundings. A place that he knows. A place where he
came for guidance. A home almost."
"Is it a place of safety then?"
"No. For him it is a place of great
danger. A place that he fears. Full of godless people who
he must pretend to respect."
"You can sense his emotions?"
"Now, yes. But not always."
"You can only sense strong emotions
within him?"
"Yes. As you can see only bright
stars."
"Have you sensed emotions such as
these before?"
"Yes. On several occasions over the
last three years."
"At what times?"
"Evenings, late nights. The last time
was sixteen days ago."
Sixteen days ago. Kerensky's.
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